many things that make me crazy recently.
first. I was too hard to get up early. while most of the morning schedule for all college ..
second. task! I have a lot of work friends! and this makes me very very mad. because I do not understand about what my job is. crazy is not it?
third. I have an unstable mood recently. I am a person who easily offended. I am a person who is too easy to be angry. and I do not like this. I think it makes the people around me feel bored. yes, I guess. what do you think?
fourth. you know Farmville? for some reason this application will not open on my laptop. I do not know this one or facebook laptop was an error. I'm bored. I've planted many plants in my garden. but I can not harvest because of this. long long time I could go bankrupt!
fifth. power outages. I do not know what has happened with the electricity companies in this country. which obviously is very frustrating! Just imagine! we must feel to live without electricity at least 6 hours a day. this is crazy! What can we do without electricity? hot! all electronic equipment was damaged. how long will this continue? I'm bored!
sixth. Just yesterday I almost had my cat for a pet. very funny cat. I do not know how. suddenly he was there under my bed. unique anymore, he just himself! not normally a cat just gave birth to a child. whether this single cat? impossible. but whatever it is I'm glad of it. male cat. black and white color. and I really liked. because I've always wanted to have a male cat. We had 2 days caring for the cat. we give it cow's milk. maybe if there was a cat milk sold I would give her cat milk. I had imagined when the time could play with him when he was growing up. but in a bad day, he was in a cat found by the evil male. the cat took off. for we see it. and we forbade him. We kicked the cat is far away. but, because it's so funny kitten had to be in pain and eventually die. I was very sad. I was not willing. but I can not do anything. I finally bury him under a rambutan tree in front of my house last night. I am very sad friends: (
seventh. I always think about my loneliness. when I could be a replacement with a condition like this? I became too hard to fall in love again because of my bad past. what I was expecting it? it is not! but why? I do not understand what was happening to me now?
I borrowed yesterday moon my new book and read a piece of the story to eliminate saturated. but I'm lost in the story. stephany Mayer was the author of a very great. he described feeling frustrated bella when edward met her boyfriend. oh my god! This very real. I could feel the feeling back. even I never felt anything like that. and stupidly, I miss those days. but it was too hard. I feel I really changed now. very greatly changed. I used to believe in themselves now become very insecure. I used to nag now so I'm quiet. I was relaxed now that I'm easily stressed. what should I do?
actually there are still many things that make me crazy things I want write here. but I know it impossible. It was too much, my friend. I'm afraid you'll be ing crazy too if you know everything. clear, I feel empty in a day on which I live now. This is the day a very boring day.I wanted to get out of this situation.
pray for me! :)
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